Poem by a friend of mine from high school, "Untitled"

Why do these changes have to be part of life?
We had our future planned and I was set to be your wife.
But now its unsure if we will have a chance to give it another try.
So now I think about us and all that's happened and sometimes it causes me to cry.
You told me I would be your first your only and your last.
You told me you loved me and we'd be together forever but who would've known forever would end so suddenly.
Its so hard to deal with you possibly finding someone new to replace me.
I had that spot for five years and those memories just don't disappear quickly.
I hope its all worth it for you with this girl that has caught your eye.
I just wished you could have spared me from this hurt and pain that I'm feeling inside.
So since she's so smart and so different and all the things you say
I'm not so sure being your friend is going to be Okay.
How can you do this to me after everything we've been through?
I always knew that when you went to college this would happen to you.
Like you told me, you aren't the same person anymore
You chose to move on and have a new life and let me feel ignored.
We've just never been on the same page at the same time
And ill just have to accept it and let myself deal and be fine.
I won't lie and say I'm going to be over it right away
Its going to be a little while before I can again be okay.
I just wanted you to want me, only and all of me
So since that can't happen, I'm going to have to take as it's what is meant to be.
I'm not gonna lie, it hurts so much to have to admit all of it
And I know I'm going to cry and may never get over this.
It's just not what it used to be between us two
So as we go our separate ways, just know I truly love you.